To leave or to stay

This will b the first time I gonna hand in my resignation....
bonus is coming
possibilty of a disease outbreak....
Some emotional attachment...sweet, sour, bitter and pain all in my mother's organization...
Being offered by the other organization to pay my notice period...
Office hours,
No more night shift
Pay increment
Trade off with....
Exposure to radiation...lets try thr dorsimeter if exposure is high...I guess I will leave too....
Longer distance of travelling....
Dunno y my parents seem to have a slience expectation for me....
Always wants me to stay in my mother's organization say wat career prospect good ah watsoever....
But do they even care about me? My happiness, emotional well being, health?? For 3 years how many times had I cried because of exhuastion...or emotional hurts...
Indeed, like wat the ang mok say...
Asian seldom focus on emotional well being which is extremely important!!!

Night shift

I dunno how to tell u
But I seriously hate night shift
Eat alone
Sleep for one whole day
Work like shit...
Feel like I gonna collapse at the end of the day....
It sucks....
Feel like a total loner...
Now its abit better
Cos at least I got mum and Jia xuan to accompany me at home....
I dun feel so lonely
I wonder many times did I made the wrong choice in 2010??

Life in isolation

Dunno how long I will b here but this is my diet for the rest of the time I m In here.... now resting....feel like I m facing all 4 walls will no one to talk to me wor

Post night shift syndrome

Urggghhh....I really hate post night shift syndrome...it's 1230am and I cant sleep at all... so frustrating... T.T

Somehow I m determined to change my job like pretty soon after bonus and led a more human being lifestyle.... wanna pick up piano again...my friends and I agreed that we both started to look frail after working here for like 2 years.... i am getting more forgetful like seriously. oh gosh.... great night shift though, get to work with my khakis. Just wonderful!!! Having and planning to leave just makes me feel nostalgic.

Dilemma

Feel like changing a work environment. However at the same time....I want my long awaited bonus and trauma course.....feel quite stupid to work so hard and leave without bonus...my heart tell me wat do you want leh?!?!?!
Heart: bonus + changed of environment.
Me: dun be greedy lah!!!
Heart: but I reallt want leh....
Just wondering if I can delay my resignation...???
Found a friendly recruiter to help mr look for job, her name is Jen. I can only say, she is diligent and awesome gal!!!

My niece at 10 month

This is my niece at 10 month. Isnt she adorable?

At 10 month, she's able to...
Stand by holding on to furniture
Shout lots of incomprehensive stuff
Look at the TV and should 'mummm, mummm'
Crawl into my room and messed up the entired place.
Look at the mirror and smile happily....
Eat porridge
Remove my spec
so happy to see her growth...she definitely bring lots of joy into the family:):) I will missed her when she moves out

Time with my love

This week was awesome!!! My boyfriend is so good to me:):) Even though, his exam is coming...he still spent time with me. He booked the amazing spiderman movie ticket for me!!! I loved the electricity guy, he is like so AMAZING he can electrified everything...but in the end he got overcharged by spidyman...spidy you the villian how can u do that to him?!?!

He also bought me chocolate and sunflower as I was feeling really depressed:) and brought me to eat korea BBQ... thank you and love you so much for spending time with me when I m feeling so lonely :)

My selfie at the tulipmania fair

Hihi! Went to the Tulipmania fair and it was awesome!!! As an ntuc member, i only need to pay $10.80 to enter flower dome. Love the fragrant in the air. Didnt know that there are so many kinds of tulips..so colourful!!!! Got windmill somemore. For a moment, i felt like i m in Holland:):) the one that I was most impressed with was the feathery tulip... seeing it first time in my life....

Went there alone and tot I should invest on a selfie stick. Lol!! But the people there was nice... they help to take photo for me. Awesome!!!