To leave or to stay

This will b the first time I gonna hand in my resignation....
bonus is coming
possibilty of a disease outbreak....
Some emotional attachment...sweet, sour, bitter and pain all in my mother's organization...
Being offered by the other organization to pay my notice period...
Office hours,
No more night shift
Pay increment
Trade off with....
Exposure to radiation...lets try thr dorsimeter if exposure is high...I guess I will leave too....
Longer distance of travelling....
Dunno y my parents seem to have a slience expectation for me....
Always wants me to stay in my mother's organization say wat career prospect good ah watsoever....
But do they even care about me? My happiness, emotional well being, health?? For 3 years how many times had I cried because of exhuastion...or emotional hurts...
Indeed, like wat the ang mok say...
Asian seldom focus on emotional well being which is extremely important!!!